Why did I leave Symphony

For all of you out there who can't speak Serbian...

Since I came to the company I told Prem if he ever leaves me in front of Jack all alone I will leave the company... back then it was a joke and I didn't think I will ever end up in that position. :) Prem was always a wall behind whom I hide from Jack. Never liked the guy even he was always super nice to me. There was something about him that was bothering me but I couldn't explain what. The fact that he was unpredictable showed to be true in number of occasions.

I never though I will be promoted that fast and handling so much work...

Anyhow, Prem left and I ended up being all alone in front of Jack... and after 2 years Jack gave me nothing but disbelieve. I fixed social insurance calculation for client which was broken and wrong for 2 years back and he was like "how did you do it, what did you do there, who did you ask this, who did you ask that..." it was like I never done anything for the company and whatever I did everything was wrong even at the end it turned out to be completely correct and client came out quite happy with their April and May payroll.

Before Prem left, Jack offered me to transfer to London since I didn't like Malaysia that much... when Prem left that thing went up like thin air. After all of my persuations and discussions with him he said OK for London. We signed new contract for London and after my holidays I supposed to go to London and work from there as technical consultant and focus on support for a while more. When I left for holiday he send me this email with list of 60 CR's, SCR's and issues and he said it is all pending on me and he wants me to come back to KL since I didn't do this stuff, I didn't do transition (and there was no one to do transition to) and then after I finish those stuff we will discuss London all over again (perhaps). When I went trough the list, 4 of these CR's and SCRs were pending on me. Most of them were pending for Ops for testing since my team done everything. My team is damn hardworking and I would give my life for those kids.

So... that was the last drop... I didn't want to come back to KL because I knew London will never happen and KL sucks big-time and I already picked up all my stuff and terminated my apartment agreement in KL.

I didn't plan for this to happen but working with J&J is heavy as hell and I felt everything what I did in past 2 years was like nothing...I can't work without trust and I can't work when someone accuses me not to do my work. 

So... I'm sorry... I miss my job, I miss my team, I miss all of you guys because we worked so nice in past 2 years but world is small, we will meet again.

Kako se završila jedna Era

    Odavno nameravam da napišem blog o tome kako zašto kad i opet zašto pobogu sam dala otkaz u tako dobroj firmi gde su me tako dobro plaćali i još su teli u London da me vodu. Jeste, sve je to divno i krasno ali ne znate vi šta je Malezija. Svi vi što ste kanda svratili i kanda vam se svidela možete to fino da obrišete sebi o dupe i sve te divne raglednice isto takođe.
    Malezija je jedno veliko sranje od države i ljudi, ponavljam to po hiljaditi put i verovatno ću ponavljati do kraja svog života. Ko pregura dve godine i ostane normalan... ne vredi da objašnjavam.
Negde u Januaru sam ja odlučila da je meni dosta Malezije i da treba da idem malo u Evropu da oladim glavu. Dsedim kući me ne košta ništa  a svugde ima Wi-Fi moliću fino pa mogu da radim iz koje god vukojebine oću, da prostite. Pride ću imati fino društo koje će kojekuda da me vuče i da se zajebavamo kako god nam dune i tako ja lepo odem kod mog šefa Prema. Prem je jedan fin čovek koji nije mnogo mario za to što ja radim, nije pito ništa, nije zakerao, posle nekog određenog vremena našeg službovanja zajedno on je mene počeo da oslovljava sa "šefe" iako je situacija bila obrnuta i što se njegovog šefovanja tiče nit smo imali problema niti reči.
    Prem bez mnogo mozganja odobri moju suludu ideju ali tu se pojavi veliki debeli Šef zvani Džek, jer kako drugojačije može veliki debeli Šef i da se zove, jelte. Na tu moju divnu ideju koja je čak i mogla da mu smanji troškove budžeta on je rekao ne i ponudio poziciju u Londonu koja bi mu sjebala budžet jos 1600 funti mesečno pride na sve ovo što me plaća. Rekoh, kad si budala, onda dobro. Zašto se njemu nije svidela moja ideja da ja sedim u Srbiji i da radim, nikad neću saznati a iskreno, ni ne dotiče me previše. U međuvremenu je Prem dao otkaz i otišao iz firme i tu nastaje celo sranje. Moj omiljeni šef i moj zid između mene i debelog je otišao.
    Još kad sam došla u firmu ja sam rekla da kad dođem u situaciju da odgovaram lično debelom, ja ću pokupiti svoje stvari i otići iz firme. I to se i desilo. Trudila sam se par meseci ali sam naletela na zid nepoverenja i nepoštovanja onog što radim. Kao da sam prvi put došla u firmu i kao da nikad nisam ništa uradila za tu firmu. Već je tu meni počelo da kipi ali ajde, odoh na godišnji pa ću onda u London pa da vidimo kako će stvari dalje da teku.
     Nije mi se baš svidela cifra sa kojom smo baratali za London ali rekoh, neće mi ništa faliti da sedim malko kod Kraljice u komšiluku. Kanda možemo i čaj neki da sunemo kad ja bidnem imala cajtunga al teško.
    Nisam ni sletela kako treba već su počeli da me cimaju i zovu i da me dave sa milion pitanja kao da im nema života bez mene, bukvalno sam svaki dan godišnjeg odmora provodila na skajpu, telefonu, mailu i serverima i radila sam non stop. Kad nisam bila kući i kad bi me zvali ispalo bi opšti haos. 
    I onda je Džek poslao mail da zbog gomile nezavršenog posla moram da se vratim u KL i da ćemo posle razmatrati da li će se London desiti ili neće. Napisao je u tom mailu gospođici iz HRa da zaustavi svu papirologiju za London i da otkaže sve zakazano. Posao koji nisam završila je bilo 25 minuta na mailu i par sati sastančenja sa nekim ko će me zameniti. Šta reći... samo doviđenja gospodine Džek.